A Stranger's House

I can't seem to dedicate myself to anything. I've been suffering from this symptom for quite some time now. It started with sports. I think I've quit every sport I've ever played. Soccer in kindergarten. The ball hit me in the stomach and that was it for me. No more soccer. I took swimming and diving lessons when I was little. I quit those too. At least with diving though I tried to come back. Twice. Once a summer later and again about 10 years after that. Well not ten years, but you know. I quit the cheer leading team right before the end of the season too. I wanted to ruin that team. I hated the girls on the team so I quite right before our last competition. I don't regret that. I danced when I was little.. and when I was older. I quit both of those too. Haha, wow.. now that I'm thinking about it and writing it all down, I've quit alot more things that I thought. At least I never quit running. I'm proud of that. You know sports is just the beginning. I have dedication issues in other areas as well. Like relationships. But I'm not ready to go there yet. Especially being at this strange place with strange people.